Random Letter Mess Around.

The Unfairness of Fair

Maybe life has gotten to the point where it slows down and then depression starts and pretty soon you will work at McDonald's for the rest of your life with no point to continue...trust me, im not even close to depression, i love my life with the passion of a 1000 suns... im weird, i know. But when your mother tells you that good stuff happen to good people. Is it true? When you take life seriously through the power to do right, not wrong. When a piece of litter gives you hatred towards yourself, if you pass it by. Or you have never toke twenty bucks from a cashier when you only gave them a ten. Does it come with a reward or has bad finally surpassed evil? I have many dilemas, many stressful subjects, and many regrettable instances. I work hard, very hard! I worked a 8 hour, 5 day week, above minimum wage, and a fast, not lazy job. I didn't have a vacation, i only had weekend fun, my total time off since school got out was merely a week. But after it all, maybe a gas station job would have gave me more for my work, or somewhere else. When i ask help the family with a problem, they dont reward heavily. So many "thank you"s but are they good anymore, when something i need is a family problem. Maybe I will walk this bumpy road and try to find the nearest place to rest, because life's problems are just more bumps on that road with no easy way to travel.


BY THE WAY! This is just a random thought, not a real thing that is consistent. I'm over it and thinking of the more positive aspects of life.